Sometimes I get tired of bartending

Sometimes I get tired of bartending. It is an exhausting job. The hours are terrible with a toddler. With that said I do feel that there is way more good than bad to the job. Bartending definitely has its moments that will stick with you forever. People feel that they can talk to you. It is like you’re a therapist sometimes.
Yesterday I had a bar guest that had asked me if I was married. I told him that I am not, but feel that sometimes it doesn’t matter. I think that 2 people can be together for a long time and be happy the way they are, not needing or wanting to get married. He lifts his right hand and tells me that he understands. I noticed that he has a wedding band on his finger though. I was intrigued. He continued to tell me that his wife recently passed of cancer. She wanted to get married before she died, so he married her. They were together for 30 years before they got married.They thought that she had a year, but unfortunately she only had a few months. My heart sunk. I began to ask him some vague questions, trying to figure out how much he wanted to talk about everything. He ended up showing me so many pictures of her, of them together, of her in her wedding dress, from their wedding, he showed me his favorite photos of them together, and a copy of her obituary. This woman had a smile that could light up a room. She was beautiful and seems like such a genuine person from everything he told me. My heart broke for him, but felt so touched/honored that he was sharing all of this with me. Before he left he showed me a stack of gift cards. He said that they all belonged to his wife and wasn’t sure what to do with them. He then asked me if I like coffee from Dunkin and I told him yes. He gave me one of the gift cards. I was a hesitant to take it and asked him if he was sure that he wanted me to take it. He insisted and said I have so many. He then tells me that I was so nice to him and he wanted me to have one. I’m not a very emotional person, but I almost cried. I felt so much for him and was so honored that for whatever reason he wanted me to have something that was belonged to his wife. Who knows, maybe it wasn’t a big deal to him that he gave it to me, but for me it was.
I think I’ll hold on to that gift card even after it has nothing left on it. I can’t wait to take Logan to Dunkin to get him his sprinkled donut and his blue cold in their honor.
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so in santa rosa area, California here now all the sudden its sounding like a fuckin hurricane just blew in outta nowhere (now here) WHILE THE FIRES…

so in santa rosa area, California here now all the sudden its sounding like a fuckin hurricane just blew in outta nowhere (now here) WHILE THE FIRES ARE STILL GOING?! a mad whipping rainstorm just tore thru here and im wonderin WTFF??! hear the wind howling and rain BATTERING THE ROOF, and look out and sure enough, sounds like it. :O well shit, we NEEDED IT so we’ll take it! do fires cause rain condensation? the first round of oregon fires had rain that followed immediately after as well.

just finished my new MIND BLOWING presentation article revealing MANY original symbolic concepts & graphics based on ancient knowledge in between…

just finished my new MIND BLOWING presentation article revealing MANY original symbolic concepts & graphics based on ancient knowledge in between working on my “Symbols of Power: Code Orange, false flag” film! <3 <3 :O
Excerpt:
“The ancient symbolic #Phoenix, or Bennu bird, interchanged with the modern Eagle as the symbol of trancendence, transformation and rebirth, lays the sacred cosmic egg atop the symbolic “world tree or mountain,” of mythology, the same way that eagles n…
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my friend Rosanna Fererra says, “While all have been distracted by Las Vegas Shooter news and Wildfires those on the Hill have been busy as ever…

my friend Rosanna Fererra says
“While all have been distracted by Las Vegas Shooter news and Wildfires those on the Hill have been busy as ever passing new bills into law, this is how they do it, wait for a time when the masses are otherwise engaged and push the agenda forward. The first question I always ask when such events happen is: What new legislation is being forwarded by this???”
1. HR 861 Terminate the Environmental Protection Agency
2. HR 610 Vouchers for Public Education
3. HR 899 Terminate the Department of Education
4. HJR 69 Repeal Rule Protecting Wildlife
5. HR 370 Another attempt to Repeal Affordable Care Act
6. HR 354 Defund Planned Parenthood
7. HR 785 National Right to Work
8. HR 83 Mobilizing Against Sanctuary Cities Bill
9. HR 147 Criminalizing Abortion
10. HR 808 Sanctions against Iran
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Steve Jobs said: “You’ve got to find what you love

Steve Jobs said: “You’ve got to find what you love…Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle.” Looking back, the times in my life when I did my best work, I was in fact, loving what I did. When someone asked me for career advise, I try to suggest that they do something they are also passionate about. Sometimes this is rejected as too idealistic, but having lived it, I know it is something special to reach for. And whenever possible, as Steve said, “Don’t settle.”

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Repost. With Andrew Katz. Print test. This scene in hurricane-battered Puerto Rico by @andreskudacki, who recently shot it on assignment for TIME, goes up for auction (16×24, signed) on Wed., Oct. 18, at 7 p.m. Cactus Store, 5 Essex St. LES. Among many great prints available, with proceeds benefiting disaster relief organizations in the Caribbean and Mexico.

Tour Pu Luong 2 days

I felt profoundly touched when I visited the Tan family today. The framed photos are from when I first met them in 2010 when Ed Kashi and I were working on our film about Agent Orange families. I visit this family every year – we have known each other seven years now and our friendship feels real. Their biggest fear is who will take care of the boys when they are adults and who will take care of the parents when they are elderly.A 

tour Pu Luong 2 days In Vietnam Decouverte, family is everything. Today sister Hien has a new baby. I wondered what Hau was thinking as he gazed upon his nephew, who, when he grows up could be the future caretaker of the family. Gilles Portaz Tricia Cronin Ngan Do

Do you have dreams of MAKING IT BIG as an ACTOR while simultaneously SELLING OUT human freedom and natural law in exchange for more “security” that…

Do you have dreams of MAKING IT BIG as an ACTOR while simultaneously SELLING OUT human freedom and natural law in exchange for more “security” that infringes on natural human rights and free will choice, while co-opting and subverting the need for people to know the truth about their government agencies and institutions? wanna make a couple hundred and bucks by LYING for 5 minutes on tv TO EVERYONE who thinks our excercises are REAL? well heres your big chance, because the U…
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#MeToo – It can happen at home, school, work, on the street, at a party, taking public transportation, at the library, while trying to buy groceries,…

#MeToo – It can happen at home, school, work, on the street, at a party, taking public transportation, at the library, while trying to buy groceries, watching a movie, in the middle of the day, or in the dead of night. It can and does happen anywhere.
If it has never happened to you, consider yourself lucky. And try to imagine how dangerous it would feel, especially in a “safe space” like your own home, to realize that you are anything but safe. Paralyzed and unable to tell anyone for fear of being called a liar, retaliation, or for fear that you will lose your home, job, or worse – your life…
Now imagine a child having to go through this, more than once, maybe even every day of their life.

Breaking news: We just got legal permission to release about 30 hours worth of recordings, videos, and new pictures!!, What’s included in the 30…

Breaking news: We just got legal permission to release about 30 hours worth of recordings, videos, and new pictures!!
What’s included in the 30 hours? Get ready to have a lot of questions answered!
Here is what’s included in the 30 hours:
1. Recordings and pictures from the abortion Chris and Dubs were forced(encouraged) to have, by Doctor Deb.
.2. The recording of Dubs and I fighting in a Walmart parking lot, in Royce City, Texas.
Notes
1. Not while she was pregnant.
2. She really is more like an ultimate fighter. It was like fighting Rhonda Rousey. I would never hit a woman, but Dubs is a hybrid.
3. Part of the recording from the night the subdurral hematoma in my brain ruptured.
4. Video of Chris(MJ2) and I together.
5. More about how Malia and I met and fell in love.
6. How for nearly three and a half years, we pulled off the “2 MJ’s” situation.
7. More about who was in on it and who was not.
And
8. More about how and why my son’s birth was and is a medical marvel, that could help couples struggling with infertility all over world, to conceive children.
Here is a small sampling of what’s to come…..Dubs abortion voicemail recording she left on Chris’s cell phone, in January of 2015- https://drive.google.com/…/fo…/0B9gSSmNnC9G1U3FtREFNOVFSdkk…

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